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F.o.o.T P.r.I.n.T

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from anguish,
sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints,
so I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?"
The Lord replied,
"The years when you have seen only one set of footprints,
my child, is when I carried you."

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Met up with the D.G( in case you do not know who they are--->Grace, Shu Yi & Chris) for a trip to JB yesterday.
Suppose to meet Grace & ShuYi on the train @ Bt Batok to make our way down to Kranji together...But in the end, the 2 gals were so engrossed in their conversation that they forget to call me to board the train...& they only ringed me when the train was moving out of the station...What a good start to the day huh...
Wheez, luckily we managed to clear the custom fast...
Reaching JB, we were roaming the streets for awhile, mulling over which money exchange to go & where to go for lunch...
Eventually we settle for chix rice @ a 'hei dian'(commented by grace & chris) before making our way to City Square to begin our SHOPPING SPREE!!!
It's shop & shop & shop...endless shopping for the entire afternoon & evening...
Boy...that 2 gals can really shop...after a while, i juz wanna sit down & rest my poor feet, to sip a drink & laze the afternoon away...
Some photos while we are having a short breather @ Marrybrown...

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Yummy Chicken....

Chrisee Dear & me slurpping...

and the slurping goes on & on by Grace & Shuyi

Hmmm..Wats the joke???

3 little gals swinging away...

I love the swinging seats there...but the person sitting next to me (u know who la..) kept swinging it the whole time...make me unable to concentrate on my chix without thinking of being seasick.

After conquering the whole of City Square, we move on to Pelengi Mall for more shopping again..

Arghh...after yesterday & the past 2 weeks...Im going to swore off shopping for a while..
Finally @ abt 9 plus we went to 'Da ma hua yuan' for our dinner...

Check out what we had...

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Yummi-licious!!!Looking @ this photos again really make me drool again...
But i should say chris was a sweetie...really nice of him to company 3 gals with shopping as their motive to JB...Guess he must be bored out of his wits there...so he is a SWEETIE rite? 3 Cheers to him haha...
Guess that will be his first & last trip with us gals haha...
Overall it was an enjoyable trip...Lookin forward to our next trip...to feast of coz haha...
Haizz but now, im down with a bad throat...Prob too much of junkie, laughter, crappin & late nite for the last 2 weeks...
I need Vitamin C...Red Wine anyone??? hee hee....

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@5:30 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

Had a great, great time today...

Finally watch a movie after about 5 months...

Watched A Lot Like Love--->romantic comedy...

Sigh...I wouldn't mind having this story happening in my life...though it's a long 7 years wait...but maybe you will never realise how much the person mean to you if you had got togther earlier...

One quote from the movie that lingers on my memory is "Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love. "

Love really do make ppl do dumb things at time...

Dumb...but sweet hee...

Was surprised with something too...Long time nv been surprise already...

that something was something that I had wanted for a long time too....

So thank you to the Surpris-er hee....

Even went to live music cafe at MS today...

abit sad is that today is the audience nite-->meaning that the audience will dedicate & sing the songs while the performer there will play the keyboard & guitar...

but it was still entertaining...most of the audiences sang really well....

Good times really flies..

But really happy that I did so much for a day...

Living my day to the fullest again...Yipee!!

Looking forward to the JB trip tomolo with the D.G

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@11:57 PM

Yesterday finally went to church again after my long absence due to work commitment..
went with Grace (her 1st time there & I do hope she enjoyed her afternoon there) & Chris..
We also got the tix for Corrine May concert in the Esplanade...really looking forward to 10th Aug coz it will be the 1st time I'm watching a performance there & listening to Corrine May's voice really sets one's adrenaline pumping.
Went over to CP stall at the flea market @ Holland V to lend her our moral support after which the D.G was united haha....
Went over to Breeko Cafe to chill-out & the thing that follow as usual is lotsa laughter & crappin...After which we cross over to Al Dente & courtesy of William...we had a btl of red wine AGAIN!! Whoa...within a week, that is our 4th btl of wine already...Goodness really think my body is drowning with all the toxic already...I need to DETOX!!! Someone please help!!!
Probably becoz of the wine, make my tongue run loose..dun know why I told them some stuff abt my past yesterday...Is my defense wall crumbling down?
Hmmm...but overall yesterday was really a great day...Looking back for this past week...I haven had any week so packed with activities....But am enjoying every single moments... Bring it on!!

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@12:07 PM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Played Monopoly in the evening with my sister...

Played Uno juz now with my sister & brother...

Unbelievable!!! Wat am I exactly doing???

Nearly took out my barbie doll to play with it...

Tat was how bored I am..Bored out of my wits...

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@11:51 PM

Congratulations evangeline, you are...

'Big Fuck' J Schnorng of bigfuck.blogspot.com

You are a happy happy person. Either that or you hide your depression very well. You are so hyperactively happy you'll probably be overqualified if you were to work as Ronald for McDonald's. You don't bottle your happiness. You go out of your way to make people laugh, even if that means making them a photocopy of your naked ass.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

Am I??? Hmmmm...

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@2:16 PM

When he told me his plan to resign & leave Singapore, I was crushed (hmmm..maybe not that bad la, but can't think of the rite word yet) Just do not understand why I would feel this way. After all we seems to have drift apart already & we are not that close as before. I wonder why too. Now the few conversation & meet-up is often filled with awkward silence. WHY???
He used to my best,best,'bestest' friend.
My close,closest buddy. (so close that ppl mistook him as my bf)
He know & understand me more than I do.
He is always there to give me advice & guidance in life.

He is the one who saw me changed fm a little gal to a lady (mentally).
He once said to me that he will always be my angel & guiding star in my life. (But now??? why has everything change?)
He is the only friend I have that I know I can count on him for anything & everything. (So what should I do if he really leave?)
He once rush down in the middle of the night upon receiving my call & hearing my teary voice.
One Xmas, he gave me the entire set of collection of the angel doll that I had been bugging him ever since I saw it hanging on the Xmas tree in MM. He even searched all the shopping centre in town just for 1 particular design.

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My treasured angels

I will never forget my 21st bday surprise he planned & many many more.....

The 1st guy I ever know that will pamper a gal so much..makes me feel like a princess

Im so sorry that I had made him so unhappy many times due to the fact that Im always in a dilemma & cant make up my mind most of the time.

But he still stays on, he never stay mad at me for long.

When do we started drifting apart? I can't recall...

Why did things turn out this way? I don't know...

But I do miss his presence in my life. So if he is leaving...my life will have an enormous void...

That is how important he is....

Juz ranting only...coz memories of him kept flowing back to me today...

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@12:23 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Saturday Night Fever!!!!!
A wine-cum-crappin-cum-drama-cum-ktv-cum-feasting-cum-cards session @ Grace's house last nite with Shu Yi, Grace & Chris. We played cards throughout the nite till the wee morning, courtesy of Grace, we played a new card game called Garfield (Cutie huh!)
Through out the nite there was plenty of crappin & drama...Hey come to think of it, Grace & Sy can consider switching their interest to being a scriptwriter huh. Coz throughout the night they kept coming up with crazy ideas & drama for Chris & I(being the lead actor & actress) to act haha...Though it was just the 4 of us but I believe we had enjoyed ourself for the nite...Agree??? I have not had such a good laugh for a long time already that I was in stitch the whole nite.
Guys, I really had a fantastic night & do hope & look forward to hanging out with you guys again.
Really thank the Lord for sending you all to me coz he know what I lack in my life--->Friends
I know this may sound corny or mawkish but I wanna say I Love You Guys!!! Muackkzzzz!!!

p/s: for photos juz go to the 3's bloggies....Im lazy muhahaha

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@7:20 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Feeling kindda blue today & a day at work makes me worse...Feeling moody & sinking into depression again...

Busy at work today....Still feeling lost in the new environment & helpless...Seems that some people there are quite unfriendly & won't even bother to lend a helping hand to a lost soul.

I find it quite tough to cope with f&b service after the long absence.

So disappointed with myself coz I know I can't perform as well as I could have done so 2 years ago. No strength to carry those big tray now. Unable to carry heavy stuff too...Haizzz sometimes I feel so embrassed to tell my colleague there, that I have a dip in htl mgt or that I used to be a captain....I'm performing way below my standard & expectation..

Kept toying with the idea of quitting the whole night...

What should I do?

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@2:21 AM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Finally the ACCA inviligation is over.....Finally my rest days are here..Had been working for 2 weeks consecutively with my weekends burn...I'm so worn out already..looking like an obasan these days..
Went for steamboat feast @ bugis yesterday with Chye Ping, Shu Yi, Grace, Elsie & Chris. Had a great time feasting on beef & prawns!!! Yummi-licious!!! of coz, the gals gotta say a Big Thank You to Chris who shelled all the prawns we had last night, but i think he got no choice coz he was the only guy around. The food was okie, but the company was fantastic so it makes the time there fun..Lotsa food & photo session...Check out the photos...

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5 Stuffed, Bloated Gals!

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Grace & Me with our hair blown to style!(courtesy of the fan)

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My Gal partner! (Lotsa Muacking for that nite haha)

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Chris (the prawn sheller), Shu Yi (the 1 who only eat), Elsie(the pork liver cook), Me (the beef cook),
Grace (the mushroom cook) & Chye Ping (the Mala queen)

After dinner, we were all pondering over to go ktv or drink coffee. So we end up standing at bugis junction mulling over the choices & finally decide to drop by at Breeko Cafe for a drink. Over at Breeko is more fun, laughter & photo session...

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The only monkey in this pic coz I was play out by the other 2.
But the cutest monkey on earth haha!!

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Heineken New Spokesman & lady!

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Hmm..I bet Chris was wishing his hand is long enough to embrace another Haha...

For more photos, check out Shuyi, Chris or Grace blog...but you probably see some repeated photos there anyway.

Guys, wanna let you know I got a great time last nite, you all have been a great source of fun & entertainment in my life...Looking forward to our nxt meeting.

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@3:50 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Hurt...Wounded...Dispirited

Some background knowledge to share before reading today's entry...Jacky( my kor) is my damn good friend, whom I can crap with & will always listen to all my whinning & ranting. We had known each other for about 4 years...& he just had this gf,Cheryl about a year....She & I are not really very associated with each other as she seldom hang out with us, but our relationship is still growing, trying to be more friendly with her coz I treat her like my da-sao.

It all started like this....
Today, was suppose to be working at swiss, so being that kind, thoughtful little soul *phui* ,I went to buy cake for Cheryl as a treat coz they had been nice to me since my first day working in the hotel.
During work, Jacky shared with me that earlier on in the morning, he had a tiff with Cheryl due to some work issue...So I should have known that she might be feeling kindda low...But failing to realise this, I still went ahead to find her & to give her the cake.

Seeing her at the cashier counter, I called out to her,
Me: Cheryl...
(She did not reply me, neither did she look towards my direction, so I walked to her & tap her...)
Me: Cheryl.... (still she turn her back on me), this is for you (handing her the box of cake)
Cheryl: I don't want it! Take it back!
Me: But I bought it specially for you..... (heart breaking already...)
Cheryl: I don't want it! Take it back!
Me: But....This is not Jacky who bought it for you...It's meeeee.... (about to start tearing...)
Cheryl: I don't want it! Take it back!

Boy...I was really very hurt & sad at this point of time...looking like a wounded, pitiful puppy, I left the cake there & walk back to my work, with tears brimming in my eyes that threaten to overflow anytime ...

I really feel so hurt..for so long never felt so dejected.
It's like when u are in kindergaten school days & ur 'bestest' friend say to you "I don't wanna friend you already". Sad rite? But why is that so?

Reason 1: I took a cab down to work today coz time was kinnda tight & i wanna make sure I got sufficient time to go buy the cake...In the end, I was still late for work.
Reason 2: I got a private limited allowance for the week (as usual), but still I burned it on the cab fare & the cake....not that I mind REALLY...

To be frank, it really spoil the rest of my afternoon.
After a while, Jacky did realise my change in mood so he sounded me out...Well I did told him what happen, which makes him kindda unhappy with Cherly more coz he felt that she shouldn't treat his good friend like this. But, he cooled down after a while... Glad so, coz dun wanna feel worse with this additional issue ...
Franky speaking, I'm not mad at her, juz hurt that she treat me tat way even though I was not the 1 who offended her & my good intention was not reciprocated...Haizzz izzit true that it never pays to be kind/good? Or am I silly?
But nevertheless...I will never give up...Never say die hahaha..

Got to chao...Too much booze makes me hard to concentrate on my writing...
Off to rest...Nitezzzzz....

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@11:32 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Haven't been blogging very regularly these days....always got the writer block which probably explains my entry's absence.

I need to find my muse fast.... "Muse! Muse! Where are You?"

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@8:59 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

I wish I never went snooping at some unrestricted zone....maybe it's not unrestricted after all, maybe it's just sensitive zone where someone like me shouldn't have wander into.
But now that I had & I seen some pieces which just don't fit right in the puzzle...I start to wonder..I start to ponder on everything flashing across my mind...I'm beginning to get confused & all the wildest thoughts start jumping into my mind.....
All I want now is to hear your voice...killing all my thoughts & doubts....Only all this will compose me.
Please don't let all my wildest thoughts be true......
HelpppPPP!!!!! Sinking deeper & deeper.......

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ScRawLeD by :: EvAnGeLiNe ::
@2:13 PM